I still don't feel like writing bit I do anyway. I don't even know why. I'm in the middle of a maths class and should study. I don't feel like doing that either. The morning started in a sort of a misty, empty state and now it has gotten even worse. I shouldn't have looked up those results. And yet I did. Well at least I didn't burst into tears right at the spot. I'll save that for the evening.
I'm not even wearing a long sleeved shirt today. It sucks. Everything sucks right now.
At the moment there's nothing in the whole goddamn universe that would cheer me up.